If you paid attention to all of the spam mail you got, you would think that the inability to get an erection is the most catastrophic part of getting older. While age is catching up to me I am not seeking out Viagra or Cialis just yet to be able to keep up (no pun intended). However, the rest of my body is not always up to the task. I recently had my back go out. BAM! Body shut down. But not girlfriend shut down, she still had her engines running. Going to great lengths to make sure that I was comfortable and fully taken care of, I was truly the king of the castle.
As I lay in bed watching her, talking with her and listening to her stories that make me laugh, my desire to touch her and to have her touch me grew. What could I do when I could barely move? How could I find a way to keep her sexual engine in high gear while I was out of action? Toys!!
As she ran around trying to get me comfortable, get me some Advil, get me something to eat, all I could think about was how to give her something back. I reached into a special basket that she kept under the bed and hearing her footsteps grabbed something and moved as quickly as a cripple could to get under the covers. She arrived back with water and pain meds and as always a smile. I just smiled and took my medicine and she hopped onto the bed and snuggled up next to me under the covers.
I got myself into a position where I could use my arms and hands and started to caress her, kissing her and thanking her for taking care of me. Instantly her body responded to my touch. I slid my hands to her legs and she shimmied her sweatpants down. She must have thought that I made a miraculous recovery. Sadly not. From under the covers I pulled out the toy I had grabbed from the basket. She smiled wryly. It was an odd shaped vibrator, a handle on it that was perpendicular to the vibrator. This LOVE HANDLE was going to be extremely useful to me in my condition.
There was no need for discussion; her eyes told me all that I needed to know. Her legs confirmed where that toy needed to be. Her mouth motioned but no words came out. I played with her more. My touch changed and my hand wandered further. I knew where her pleasure points were and with my fingers tuning her engine she draped one of her legs over one of my useless legs. She enjoyed the touch of my hand yet still said nothing. She did not need to; her blue eyes spoke to me and commanded me. I grabbed the handle and pressed it against her and turned on the vibrator. It entered her and she arched her back slightly taking it in. The handle made it easy for me to manipulate so that it could work the magic. Increasing and decreasing the speed periodically, she slowly became more and more satisfied. Her eyes now told me not to stop or even slow down. She stared at me with her eyes fully open and slightly rolled back. She pressed my hand and the handle and helped me to move it. I could see her need growing and then with one last thrust and she exploded. Her body melted and she lay motionless. Eventually she moved again and curled up next to me she kissed me on the neck. She was smiling but said nothing. Her eyes were closed as she draped her arm and leg on me she breathed a few deep sweet breaths and snuggled closer to take a nap.
Having your body shut down is not fun. That does not mean that fun has to go out of the relationship. She slept now, and I knew she was satisfied and I was fulfilled in having satisfied my partner, giving her the attention she deserved after being so attentive to me.